Sunday, November 26, 2006
Feeling the lowWell, it seems like everything and anything ard me is moving on so so fast pace & quickly after Os ended. I mean yes I am definitely enjoying myself & having the time of my life but at the same time I feel so crushed inside.
First it was school. Grad Day. It was rlly awesome, feeling the adrenaline rush while gg up the stage to collect my cert. At that pt I jst felt tt my 5 yrs in STC was all worth it. Seeing my classmates and friends gg up one by one made me feel so proud. The video montage that the school has specially made for us just brought back so many memories. It made me walk down memory lane, thinking about all the years spent with my friends in STC. The bittersweet moments, the ups and downs I had in STC, the friendships made and so much more. The whole ceremony ended off with the IJ song- IJ spirit. The moment felt special to me. It was hard for me to cry but I really felt happy inside.
Maybe I do regret not gg for prom. Hah. I was as stubborn as ever. Went to the prom place after they're done. I saw everyone enjoying themselves, dressed up- looking so pretty like young ladies was woah. I felt really crappy inside. They played songs and I just cldnt help but broke down on the spot. Graduation to me is a bittersweet day and its only just the beginning and somehow it just feels like everything is gna be taken away from me and I have to start all over again.
Secondly, church- VC. The 2nd thing taken ard from me this year. VC a grp that I loved and treasure so dearly. Though it has only been 2-3 yrs, all the friendships made and everything was just so strong. The video montage today just brought me down memory lane again. I felt really sad and happy at the same time. I just really wanted to turn back the time. Confi camps, ED camps, YA! camps, outtings, movie marathon, christmas party, cny parties and all the random stuff we do. I miss everything so much. I'm not even 'allowed' to hold on to VC. I miss everything so much.
Sigh. I don't even dare post up pictures.
I guess its not goodbye.
Let me end off by saying this:
Purselyn Tan (23)
Secondary 5 St. Mary Magdalene
Secondary 4 St. Mary Magdalene
Secondary 3 St. Paul
Secondary 2 St. Mary Magdalene
Secondary 1 St. Bernadette
:) from CHIJ St. Theresa's Convent.
Simple in virtue, Steadfast in dutyI'm from VC/ED.
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